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"But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness." --Hebrews 3:13

We write to build up, not to break down.
Dec 26
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Sneaking Past Watchful Dragons

From an interview with Dustin Kensrue:

It would be hard for me to say who’s influenced the way I write, but as far as the way I think, C. S. Lewis is pretty huge in shaping me. I think I responded to a lot of his work because my brain is so analytical. I like that Lewis’s logic was clean and sharp, and that he wanted to think about faith and communicate it in a clear way, but also in an interesting and creative way.

Lewis also speaks to my philosophy of what I’m doing with my art. He has this metaphor of sneaking past a watchful dragon, something he was doing in Narnia. We live in a culture that has some understanding of what the gospel is, but such a small amount there’s this kind of inoculation against it. Lewis talked about that as if there’s a dragon watching for that message to come through, but before it can come past our brains and impact our hearts, it’s like something in our brain is attacking it. Lewis had this idea of sneaking past that, so the dragon wouldn’t know what the thing was, and it could come and impact the heart and then be dealt with in the brain. That way, someone could experience what the gospel is without trying to deny it first.

It’s like that with the story of Aslan. You read the books, you see the gospel being worked out, and it impacts you, and then you can be like, Okay, is this true, this amazing story? Rather than just writing it off if it were presented in a more straightforward way. I’m trying to do that in my writing.

I’m in a band with nonbelievers, and I’m operating in a totally secular environment, but I’m trying to be real and honest at the same time. I think there’s a line you try to walk to be most impactful. Jesus tells us to be shrewd as serpents. I think of Paul going into Athens, and the way he looks at the culture and thoughtfully and creatively presents the gospel in a way that they can hear it.”


Dec 23
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1st Semester

Thank you Jesus for letting me pass my math class

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I finally man’ed up.

Guys, I’m really excited.

After weeks of praying about this person.  Agonizing day after day about whether or not to ask the question. I finally did it.  Mark Driscoll tells us that real men take charge and today, I decided to be a man.    

I, Leo Jeng, finally asked……………..

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….My coworker if he wanted to start up a bible study with me.  

Praise God!  Woot!   

Also, props to the soon-to-be Mr. Erick and Amy Loh.
Let me have your proposal script Erick so if I ever propose to someone I can just swap out the names.  kekeke 

Dec 20
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International Students

M’noh yes, my tumblr.  Been a while since I wrote in this thing but here goes:

I realize that it’s literally been a year since I graduated from UCLA.  Since then, life has been….busy.  As some may know, I started attending Evergreen church last August.  I currently play on the worship team twice a month (which was a bigger commitment than I thought since I need to play drums for both services, meaning that my Sundays can last from 7 AM to 1 PM), work at C&D Zodiac as a Stress Engineer, volunteer with an organization called ISI (International Students Incorporated…more on this later), and finally, my second job, which is taking classes at USC as a master’s student in Mechanical Engineering.  Whew.

Overall, my first semester was a guinea pig semester.  I’ve learned that I overbooked myself in commitments and that it’s near impossible to study well on weekdays.  I can’t count the amount of times that I would flip to my first page of notes and pass out.  I’ve learned that taking classes also presents a conflict with work as I constantly try to sneak in my homework during my work hours, making me both a bad worker and a bad witness in the workplace.  So alas, I will no longer even attempt to try two classes a semester plus full-time work.  I simply can’t handle it.  If I had to break down why I’m trying for a master’s degree in engineering, there would be three reasons.  The first is that the program is only 9 classes.  The second reason is that now is the best time of my life to get a master’s.  I have classmates who are married and have kids and it’s not the most practical thing in the world to try to get a master’s when you’re juggling three duties of parent, worker, and student.  Finally, I think a master’s degree from USC will be invaluable in the overall scheme of tent-making, which brings me to my next point.

I currently volunteer with ISI, which is basically an organization that welcomes international students to American culture/friendship.  What we do is essentially have dinners and conversation sessions with international students that are interested in coming, not unlike VSET.  As a whole, ISI does not present itself as a ‘Christian’ organization though everyone who volunteers in it is Christian.  The benefit and purpose of this is that it allows ISI to be gladly welcomed by schools and that it doesn’t scare away people groups.  While I was in Perspectives, one lesson I learned that international student ministry is key.  More often than not, the international students that come to America are amongst the social elite of their countries.  They are the young, wealthy, and educated members of their respective societies and are poised to make an impact on their nation in future years.  When they come to America, it gives a huge opportunity to minister onto people whom would otherwise not be easily accessible if missionaries were trying to minister to them in their home countries.  I hate to put it this way, but when international students come here, they are more ‘vulnerable’ in the sense that they are new to American culture and taken away from many comfort zones.  I view ISI as a ministry in the sense that I am able to build friendships with these students and ultimately share with them about Jesus.  That is the driving goal of my involvement with this group.

I know Alan Cee doesn’t read this so I’m gonna rebuke him a little…behind his back.

 I bumped into Alan during the beginning of the semester when I was on my way to a study group on the USC campus.  When I mentioned ISI and how as a whole it wasn’t a ‘Christian’ organization but rather ministry at an individual pace, he more or less criticized it and asked what the point of the organization was.  Basically, what’s the point of inviting these people to eat and hang out but not tell them about Jesus at every dinner.  My rebuttal to Alan (which I told him) is this:  There are those types of ministries.  They’re the ICAs, AACFs, and GOCs that most campuses probably have.  Those fellowships do invite international students and minister to them in that sense of having group bible studies and so on and so forth.  Obviously, they work since people like Tiff or Yuji came to know Christ through that.  At the same time, what about the Muslims who run when they first hear the word ‘Christian?’  Or the Hindu who is vehemently opposed to Christianity?  What fellowship group is able to minister to these people?  There are a lot of people that will walk away when they hear the word Christian but will stay when they hear the words free food and friendship.  I know that ISI has produced some great fruit as Indonesian Muslims are beginning to hear about Jesus because they consider Andy Pearce (the guy who heads our local branch of ISI) a friend.  People are coming to Christ through the different volunteers who comprise ISI.  It’s ministry at your own pace through friendships and relationships Different types of people need different types of ministry.  For some, they need to brought to a bible study.  For others, the bible needs to be brought to them.  I’ve been able to invite 3 guys, two of which have never heard the Gospel, to church because I’ve been building these friendships with them through these various dinners and activities.     

Thanks for reading,

=Leo

Oct 26
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I found this surprisingly useful.  No surprise that Rener would make a nearly 10 minute video on how to tie a belt

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My jiu jitsu coach is a good dancer

Oct 25
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Answered prayer about a friend

One of my friends recently told me he’d stopped smoking weed.  It wasn’t the first time he told me that and to be honest, I wasn’t really listening because we were playing basketball but now that I think about it, I believe it was genuine.  I think it’s genuine this time because he’s telling his friends to also quit since it’s (in his words) “irresponsible and immature.”  Not only that, but it was a passing comment and not something he went out of his way to tell me so it wasn’t like he was trying to impress me or gain my approval. 

This has always been something I’ve been praying for my group of friends that I’ve known since jr. high.  I’ve been telling them for years not to do it and they probably think it’s because I’m Christian and that Christianity takes a “all weed is evil” stance.  I admit that was my reasoning throughout my freshman and sophomore years but I’ve come to realize that it’s more important that they know Jesus rather than listening to some legalistic rule of not doing drugs. 

Anyway, it’s pretty awesome God answered this prayer.  And it’s one of those things where I had no involvement with him quitting aside from prayer but it was his own realization that he needed to stop. 

-Leo

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Oct 15
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A year, huh?

A year didn’t feel like a year, nor did the four past at UCLA feel like four passed.  Seasons do come and go, pursuits done pursuing and yet still running, going no where fast.  Though some may doubt me, I don’t forget people, or blogs for that matter.  It is quintessentially me to prioritize, not in importance, but by access.  World views and religious views change—Christ is at the center but the world has spun and has landed on another venue, another population, and another chapter of occupation.

For those who wonder, ICA is singular and quantized.  You can bring it with you but its share-ability as disseminated knowledge is poor.  Learn the disciplines well, and be courageous when you leave because those are the two things that buttress your personal walk.  Also, learn your trade well and do it with character for that is your entry.  Here in Loma Linda, religion is practiced but not digested.  Hardened hearts from ritualism-so it has been doubly important to buttress my faith with discipline and courage.

Courage for opening up world views; simply, to see God in more ways than what we are used to.  ICA may already deem that as teetering between ignorance and laxity—but as for me and my faith, if they proclaim Christ as their Saviour, I could care less if they quote from Joseph Smith or Ellen White, or whomever they consider to be people who are God sent.  In reality our perception of who Mormons and Adventists think their “prophets” are is very inaccurate and exaggerated.  If I can quote Erick Loh, or Pastor Min, there is the same “defiance” of straight-edged truth.  If the gift of prophecy, whether interpreted literally or symbolically is endowed to those God wills, then I have no trouble saying that I have met prophets in my life time and learn a great deal from their faiths and works.  Focusing on religious idiosyncrasies leads only to division.

Joyful? Yes. I am enjoying school, colleagues, faculty, and the Lord who made it all possible.  Apart from oral pathology, NBDE preparation, and making little figures out of every dental material I can manipulate, the glimpses of God are as evident as ever.  Bible in the morning, Spurgeon in the evening.  A year has passed, much has changed, but nothing really has changed.  What great disciplines that ICA instilled.  I am thankful surviving thus far with these disciplines.  

Some of my favorite things…Teeth and Totoro

Oct 12
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Oh bother.

I’m off to a great start in grad school.  (I’m being sarcastic but it’s hard to show it online)